Tfeh !

You know, there will be times in the future that one might look back at my life...and figure out who I really was. Yes, it sounds like a mystery to me too at times. The last 2 days were somewhat in the same lines as the word mystery. A freindship gone haywire based on a simple stupid err caused by a series of wrongfully accused asumptions. Just too see so many individuals being involved in a petty issue was sad for me. It lowered my ambitions of freindship, again. I got to see things I never wanted to see happen. Sure, the guilty concious were satisfied with the whole 'talk', but what was it all about? why did it reach such a critical stage? remains a mystery for me. Why were allegations made against freinds? remains a mystery for me. Why do people not learn from past mistakes? remains a mystery for me. Why the hell would someone be so influenced by lack of knowledge? remains a mystery for me. I just hope that my bluntness does not cause friction of any sort, no one wants to blame anyone with evil intentions, but be ready to face reality people. If youre guilty as charged, you will not be shunned upon, but if cannot accept what mistakes youre accountable for, then be prepared to face the consequences.
My freinds mean alot to me, they really do & I love you all, I really do...ajay,prem,anarkali,sanjay...even those 'thakichiki' idiots who Ive locked up in cages. And I dont expect you to love me back, no I dont, but whether we remain freinds, loose contact or never see each other again, dont ever dis-respect me, dont ask me to fuck-off and dont ever feel Im against you. Im truthful, faithful, eager and happy ( tfeh! )...deal with it.

I think I'll take a vacation.
K.